You may have heard (on my Facebook page) that I moved into my “dream home” in 2019. 

I’ve literally had visions of this home for the last 17 years or so. I also *effortlessly* manifested it in 2 days!  (I’ll tell you how in another email).

As I was unpacking the last of my boxes this week, I came across an old journal of mine from 1998. 

I had finished college and moved to NYC to start working at my first “real job” just weeks after graduation. I was 21, eager to be in the city, make money and be independent. 

(Of course I hated that job and just wanted to be an entrepreneur since I was a little kid!!)

I read through the journal, and found detailed notes about what I wanted in life, what kind of career I wanted, how I wanted to change myself, and lots of deep inquiries into myself, my thinking, career, relationships, etc.

I had recently read “The Seven Spiritual Laws of Success” by Deepak Chopra, and I had detailed notes about it.  I was especially into the concepts of “The Law of Intention and Desire” and “Law of Potentiality”, as I had found pages and pages of notes on those Laws. 

(I seriously do NOT remember writing any of this!!)

What I found most intriguing was the level of my self-inquiry and my deep DESIRE to CHANGE.

To change my thoughts, to change my perspective on things, to change where I was unhappy in life and to create the happy, fun, abundant, dream life I wanted.

As I read this 21 years later…. sitting in the living room of the home I’ve been dreaming of for almost as long, I had so much love for myself, and acknowledged myself for putting in a lifetime of consistent effort to evolve my soul, psyche and spirit. 

I acknowledged how far I’ve come since then – how much I’ve transformed in so many ways and so exponentially fast! 

Although life always has its challenges, I’m sure my 1998 self couldn’t have imagined my life would be as FUN and incredible as it’s been! I am so happy with everything in my life, even with challenges and hurdles to overcome.

I read my journal and acknowledged that I created my life of PURE JOY.

I was always on the heart-centered path of JOY…the path to change what didn’t feel good, and move towards what did.   

I would not accept the status quo of stagnation, depression, boredom, misery and stuck-ness that so many choose. So I consistently changed. I knew from an early age that feeling great was way more FUN than feeling like 💩. 

Why accept 💩 if you could have 😃 😍 😆 ?!   

As Tony Robbins says “Change happens when the pain of staying the same is greater than the pain of change.” 

If you wrote in your journal today, what is it you want to change?

What do you want for your life?

What are your desires?

What are you committed to? 

Then imagine reading your journal in 1 year, 5 years, 20 years…  

Will you be happy with what you’ve created, or NOT done?  Do you want to feel self-acknowledgment and love towards yourself, or regret for staying stuck and not making changes?  

You can change, you can create the life you want. 

If you feel frustrated by life, or totally STUCK, then it is time to change

In order to change, you must start with this one simple step:  your desire to change.

Tony Robbins also says “All changes are created in a moment – it’s just that most of us wait until certain things happen before we finally decide to make a shift.”

Are YOU ready to finally make a shift and change?

Well, it might be time to consider getting support to help you change.  Here are my spiritual and psychedelic business coaching programs that I offer if and when you feel called for further support.

 

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